Actualizing
The Fundamental
Point
As
all things are buddha-dharma, there is delusion and realization, practice, and
birth and death, and there are buddhas and sentient beings. As
the myriad things are without an abiding self, there is no delusion, no
realization, no buddha, no sentient being, no birth and death. The
buddha way is, basically, leaping clear of the many and the one; thus there are
birth and death, delusion and realization, sentient beings and buddhas. Yet
in attachment blossoms fall, and in aversion weeds spread. To
carry yourself forward and experience myriad things is delusion. That myriad
things come forth and experience themselves is awakening.
Those
who have great realization of delusion are buddhas; those who are greatly
deluded about realization are sentient beings. Further, there are those who
continue realizing beyond realization, who are in delusion throughout delusion.When
buddhas are truly buddhas they do not necessarily notice that they are buddhas.
However, they are actualized buddhas, who go on actualizing buddhas. When
you see forms or hear sounds fully engaging body-and-mind, you grasp things
directly. Unlike things and their reflections in the mirror, and unlike the
moon and its reflection in the water, when one side is illumined the other side
is dark. To
study the buddha way is to study the self. To study the self is to forget the
self. To forget the self is to be actualized by myriad things. When actualized
by myriad things, your body and mind as well as the bodies and minds of others
drop away. No trace of realization remains, and this no-trace continues
endlessly.
When
you first seek dharma, you imagine you are far away from its environs. But
dharma is already correctly transmitted; you are immediately your original
self. When you ride in a boat and watch the shore, you might assume that the
shore is moving. But when you keep your eyes closely on the boat, you can see
that the boat moves. Similarly, if you examine myriad things with a confused
body and mind you might suppose that your mind and nature are permanent. When
you practice intimately and return to where you are, it will be clear that
nothing at all has unchanging self.
Firewood
becomes ash, and it does not become firewood again. Yet, do not suppose that
the ash is future and the firewood past. You should understand that firewood
abides in the phenomenal expression of firewood, which fully includes past and
future and is independent of past and future. Ash abides in the phenomenal
expression of ash, which fully includes future and past. Just as firewood does
not become firewood again after it is ash, you do not return to birth after
death. This
being so, it is an established way in buddha-dharma to deny that birth turns
into death. Accordingly, birth is understood as no-birth. It is an unshakable
teaching in Buddha's discourse that death does not turn into birth.
Accordingly, death is understood as no-death.
Birth
is an expression complete this moment. Death is an expression complete this
moment. They are like winter and spring. You do not call winter the beginning
of spring, nor summer the end of spring. Enlightenment
is like the moon reflected on the water. The moon does not get wet, nor is the
water broken. Although its light is wide and great, the moon is reflected even
in a puddle an inch wide. The whole moon and the entire sky are reflected in
dewdrops on the grass, or even in one drop of water.
Enlightenment
does not divide you, just as the moon does not break the water. You cannot
hinder enlightenment, just as a drop of water does not hinder the moon in the
sky. The
depth of the drop is the height of the moon. Each reflection, however long of
short its duration, manifests the vastness of the dewdrop, and realizes the
limitlessness of the moonlight in the sky. When
dharma does not fill your whole body and mind, you think it is already
sufficient. When dharma fills your body and mind, you understand that something
is missing.
For
example, when you sail out in a boat to the middle of an ocean where no land is
in sight, and view the four directions, the ocean looks circular, and does not
look any other way. But the ocean is neither round or square; its features are
infinite in variety. It is like a palace. It is like a jewel. It only look
circular as far as you can see at that time. All things are like this.
Though
there are many features in the dusty world and the world beyond conditions, you
see and understand only what your eye of practice can reach. In order to learn
the nature of the myriad things, you must know that although they may look
round or square, the other features of oceans and mountains are infinite in
variety; whole worlds are there. It is so not only around you, but also
directly beneath your feet, or in a drop of water.
A
fish swims in the ocean, and no matter how far it swims there is no end to the
water. A bird flies in the sky, and no matter how far it flies there is no end
to the air. However, the fish and the bird have never left their elements. When
their activity is large their field is large. When their need is small their
field is small. Thus, each of them totally covers its full range, and each of
them totally experiences its realm. If the bird leaves the air it will die at
once. If the fish leaves the water it will die at once.
Know
that water is life and air is life. The bird is life and the fish is life. Life
must be the bird and life must be the fish. It
is possible to illustrate this with more analogies. Practice, enlightenment,
and people are like this. Now
if a bird or a fish tries to reach the end of its element before moving in it,
this bird or this fish will not find its way or its place. When you find your
place where you are, practice occurs, actualizing the fundamental point. When
you find you way at this moment, practice occurs, actualizing the fundamental
point; for the place, the way, is neither large nor small, neither yours nor
others'. The place, the way, has not carried over from the past and it is not
merely arising now.
Accordingly,
in the practice-enlightenment of the buddha way, meeting one thing is mastering
it--doing one practice is practicing completely. Here is the place; here the
way unfolds. The boundary of realization is not distinct, for the realization
comes forth simultaneously with the mastery of buddha-dharma. Do
not suppose that what you realize becomes your knowledge and is grasped by your
consciousness. Although actualized immediately, the inconceivable may not be
apparent. Its appearance is beyond your knowledge. Zen master Baoche of Mt.
Mayu was fanning himself. A monk approached and said, "Master, the nature
of wind is permanent and there is no place it does not reach. When, then, do
you fan yourself?"
"Although
you understand that the nature of the wind is permanent," Baoche replied,
"you do not understand the meaning of its reaching everywhere."
"What
is the meaning of its reaching everywhere?" asked the monk again. The
master just kept fanning himself. The monk bowed deeply.
Translated by Robert Aitken
and Kazuaki Tanahashi
From "Moon in a Dewdrop"
edited by Kazuaki Tanahashi
(San Francisco: North Point Press, 1985).
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