Treatise on the
Steppenwolf
There was once a man, Harry, called the Steppenwolf. He went on two legs, wore clothes and was a human being, but nevertheless he was in reality a wolf of the Steppes. He had learned a good deal of all that people of a good intelligence can, and was a fairly clever fellow. What he had not learned, however, was this: to find contentment in himself and his own life. The cause of this apparently was that at the bottom of his heart he knew all the time (or thought he knew) that he was in reality not a man, but a wolf of the Steppes. Clever men might argue the point whether he truly was a wolf, whether, that is, he had been changed, before birth perhaps, from a wolf into a human being, or had been given the soul of a wolf, though born as a human being; or whether, on the other hand, this belief that he was a wolf was no more than a fancy or a disease of his. It might, for example, be possible that in his childhood he was a little wild and disobedient and disorderly, and that those who brought him up had declared a war of extinction against the beast in him; and precisely this had given him the idea and the belief that he was in fact actually a beast with only a thin covering of the human. On this point one could speak at length and entertainingly, and indeed write a book about it. The Steppenwolf, however, would be none the better for it, since for him it was all one whether the wolf had been bewitched or beaten into him, or whether it was merely an idea of his own. What others chose to think about it or what he chose to think himself was no good to him at all. It left the wolf inside him just the same. And so the Steppenwolf had two natures, a human and a wolfish one. This was his fate, and it may well be that it was not a very exceptional one. There must have been many men who have had a good deal of the dog or the fox, of the fish or the serpent in them without experiencing any extraordinary difficulties on that account. In such cases, the man and the fish lived on together and neither did the other any harm. The one even helped the other. Many a man indeed has carried this condition to such enviable lengths that he has owed his happiness more to the fox or the ape in him than to the man. So much for common knowledge. In the case of Harry, however, it was just the opposite. In him the man and the wolf did not go the same way together, but were in continual and deadly enmity. One existed simply and solely to harm the other, and when there are two in one blood and in one soul who are at deadly enmity, then life fares ill. Well, to each his lot, and none is light. Now with our Steppenwolf it was so that in his conscious life he lived now as a wolf, now as a man, as indeed the case is with all mixed beings. But, when he was a wolf, the man in him lay in ambush, ever on the watch to interfere and condemn, while at those times that he was a man the wolf did just the same. For example, if Harry, as man, had a beautiful thought, felt a fine and noble emotion, or performed a so-called good act, then the wolf bared his teeth at him and laughed and showed him with bitter scorn how laughable this whole pantomime was in the eyes of a beast, of a wolf who knew well enough in his heart what suited him, namely, to trot alone over the Steppes and now and then to gorge himself with blood or to pursue a female wolf. Then, wolfishly seen, all human activities became horribly absurd and misplaced, stupid and vain. But it was exactly the same when Harry felt and behaved as a wolf and showed others his teeth and felt hatred and enmity against all human beings and their lying and degenerate manners and customs. For then the human part of him lay in ambush and watched the wolf, called him brute and beast, and spoiled and embittered for him all pleasure in his simple and healthy and wild wolf's being. Thus it was then with the Steppenwolf, and one may well imagine that Harry did not have an exactly pleasant and happy life of it.
This does not mean, however, that he was unhappy in any extraordinary degree (although it may have seemed so to himself all the same, inasmuch as everyman takes the sufferings that fall to his share as the greatest). That cannot be said of any man. Even he who has no wolf in him, may be none the happier for that. And even the unhappiest life has its sunny moments and its little flowers of happiness between sand and stone. So it was, then, with the Steppenwolf too. It cannot be denied that he was generally very unhappy; and he could make others unhappy also, that is, when he loved them or they him. For all who got to love him, saw always only the one side in him. Many loved him as a refined and clever and interesting man, and were horrified and disappointed when they had come upon the wolf in him. And they had to because Harry wished, as every sentient being does, to be loved as a whole and therefore it was just with those whose love he most valued that he could least of all conceal and belie the wolf. There were those, however, who loved precisely the wolf in him, the free, the savage, the untamable, the dangerous and strong, and these found it peculiarly disappointing and deplorable when suddenly the wild and wicked wolf was also a man, and had hankerings after goodness and refinement, and wanted to hear Mozart, to read poetry and to cherish human ideals.
Usually
these were
the most disappointed and angry of all; and so it was that the Steppenwolf
brought his own dual
and divided nature into the destinies of others besides himself whenever he
came into contact
with them. Now,
whoever thinks that he knows the Steppenwolf and that he can imagine to himself
his lamentably
divided life is nevertheless in error. He does not know all by a long way. He
does not
know
that, as there is no rule without an exception and as one sinner may under
certain circumstances
be dearer to God than ninety and nine righteous persons, with Harry too there were
now and then exceptions and strokes of good luck, and that he could breathe and
think and feel
sometimes as the wolf, sometimes as the man, clearly and without confusion of
the two; and even
on very rare occasions, they made peace and lived for one another in such
fashion that not merely
did one keep watch whilst the other slept but each strengthened and confirmed
the other. In
the life of this man, too, as well as in all things else in the world, daily
use and the accepted and
common knowledge seemed sometimes to have no other aim than to be arrested now
and again
for an instant, and broken through, in order to yield the place of honor to the
exceptional and
miraculous. Now whether these short and occasional hours of happiness balanced
and alleviated
the lot of the Steppenwolf in such a fashion that in the upshot happiness and
suffering held
the scales even, or whether perhaps the short but intense happiness of those few
hours outweighed
all suffering and left a balance over is again a question over which idle
persons may meditate
to their hearts' content. Even the wolf brooded often over this, and those were
his idle and
unprofitable days. In
this connection one thing more must be said. There are a good many people of
the same kind
as Harry. Many artists are of his kind. These persons all have two souls, two
beings within them.
There is God and the devil in them; the mother's blood and the father's; the
capacity for happiness
and the capacity for suffering; and in just such a state of enmity and
entanglement towards
and within each other as were the wolf and man in Harry. And these men, for
whom life has
no repose, live at times in their rare moments of happiness with such strength
and indescribable
beauty, the spray of their moment's happiness is flung so high and dazzlingly
over the
wide sea of suffering, that the light of it, spreading its radiance, touches
others too with its enchantment.
Thus, like a precious, fleeting foam over the sea of suffering arise all those works of art, in which a single individual lifts himself for an hour so high above his personal destiny that his happiness shines like a star and appears to all who see it as something eternal and as a happiness of their own. All these men, whatever their deeds and works may be, have really no life; that is to say, their lives are not their own and have no form. They are not heroes, artists or thinkers in the same way that other men are judges, doctors, shoemakers, or schoolmasters. Their life consists of a perpetual tide, unhappy and torn with pain, terrible and meaningless, unless one is ready to see its meaning in just those rare experiences, acts, thoughts and works that shine out above the chaos of such a life. To such men the desperate and horrible thought has come that perhaps the whole of human life is but a bad joke, a violent and ill-fated abortion of the primalmother, a savage and dismal catastrophe of nature. To them, too, however, the other thought has come that man is perhaps not merely a half-rational animal but a child of the gods and destined to immortality. Men of every kind have their characteristics, their features, their virtues and vices and their deadly sins. Prowling about at night was one of the Steppenwolf's favorite tendencies. The morning was a wretched time of day for him. He feared it and it never brought him any good. On no morning of his life had he ever been in good spirits nor done any good before midday, nor ever had a happy idea, nor devised any pleasure for himself or others. By degrees during the afternoon he warmed and became alive, and only towards evening, on his good days, was he productive, active and, sometimes, aglow with joy. With this was bound up his need for loneliness and independence. There was never a man with a deeper and more passionate craving for independence than he. In his youth when he was poor and had difficulty in earning his bread, he preferred to go hungry and in torn clothes rather than endanger his narrow limit of independence. He never sold himself for money or an easy life or to women or to those in power; and had thrown away a hundred times what in the world's eyes was his advantage and happiness in order to safeguard his liberty. No prospect was more hateful and distasteful to him than that he should have to go to an office and conform to daily and yearly routine and obey others. He hated all kinds of offices, governmental or commercial, as he hated death, and his worst nightmare was confinement in barracks. He contrived, often at great sacrifice, to avoid all such predicaments. It was here that his strength and his virtue rested.
On this point he could neither be bent nor bribed. Here his character was firm and indeflectible. Only, through this virtue, he was bound the closer to his destiny of suffering. It happened to him as it does to all; what he strove for with the deepest and most stubborn instinct of his being fell to his lot, but more than is good for men. In the beginning his dream and his happiness, in the end it was his bitter fate. The man of power is ruined by power, the man of money by money, the submissive man by subservience, the pleasure seeker by pleasure. He achieved his aim. He was ever more independent. He took orders from no man and ordered his ways to suit no man. Independently and alone, he decided what to do and to leave undone. For every strong man attains to that which a genuine impulse bids him seek. But in the midst of the freedom he had attained Harry suddenly became aware that his freedom was a death and that he stood alone. The world in an uncanny fashion left him in peace. Other men concerned him no longer. He was not even concerned about himself. He began to suffocate slowly in the more and more rarefied atmosphere of remoteness and solitude. For now it was his wish no longer, nor his aim, to be alone and independent, but rather his lot and his sentence. The magic wish had been fulfilled and could not be cancelled, and it was no good now to open his arms with longing and goodwill to welcome the bonds of society. People left him alone now. It was not, however, that he was an object of hatred and repugnance. On the contrary, he had many friends. A great many people liked him. But it was no more than sympathy and friendliness. He received invitations, presents, pleasant letters; but no more. No one came near to him. There was no link left, and no one could have had any part in his life even had anyone wished it. For the air of lonely men surrounded him now, a still atmosphere in which the world around him slipped away, leaving him incapable of relationship, an atmosphere against which neither will nor longing availed. This was one of the significant earmarks of his life. Another was that he was numbered among the suicides. And here it must be said that to call suicides only those who actually destroy themselves is false. Among these, indeed, there are many who in a sense are suicides only by accident and in whose being suicide has no necessary place. Among the common run of men there are many of little personality and stamped with no deep impress of fate, who find their end in suicide without belonging on that account to the type of the suicide by inclination; while on the other hand, of those who are to be counted as suicides by the very nature of their beings are many, perhaps a majority, who never in fact lay hands on themselves. The "suicide," and Harry was one, need not necessarily live in a peculiarly close relationship to death. One may do this without being a suicide. What is peculiar to the suicide is that his ego, rightly or wrongly, is felt to be an extremely dangerous, dubious, and doomed germ of nature; that he is always in his own eyes exposed to an extraordinary risk, as though he stood with the slightest foothold on the peak of a crag whence a slight push from without or an instant's weakness from within suffices to precipitate him into the void. The line of fate in the case of these men is marked by the belief they have that suicide is their most probable manner of death. It might be presumed that such temperaments, which usually manifest themselves in early youth and persist through life, show a singular defect of vital force. On the contrary, among the "suicides" are to be found unusually tenacious and eager and also hardy natures. But just as there are those who at the least indisposition develop a fever, so do those whom we call suicides, and who are always very emotional and sensitive, develop at the least shock the notion of suicide.
Thus, like a precious, fleeting foam over the sea of suffering arise all those works of art, in which a single individual lifts himself for an hour so high above his personal destiny that his happiness shines like a star and appears to all who see it as something eternal and as a happiness of their own. All these men, whatever their deeds and works may be, have really no life; that is to say, their lives are not their own and have no form. They are not heroes, artists or thinkers in the same way that other men are judges, doctors, shoemakers, or schoolmasters. Their life consists of a perpetual tide, unhappy and torn with pain, terrible and meaningless, unless one is ready to see its meaning in just those rare experiences, acts, thoughts and works that shine out above the chaos of such a life. To such men the desperate and horrible thought has come that perhaps the whole of human life is but a bad joke, a violent and ill-fated abortion of the primalmother, a savage and dismal catastrophe of nature. To them, too, however, the other thought has come that man is perhaps not merely a half-rational animal but a child of the gods and destined to immortality. Men of every kind have their characteristics, their features, their virtues and vices and their deadly sins. Prowling about at night was one of the Steppenwolf's favorite tendencies. The morning was a wretched time of day for him. He feared it and it never brought him any good. On no morning of his life had he ever been in good spirits nor done any good before midday, nor ever had a happy idea, nor devised any pleasure for himself or others. By degrees during the afternoon he warmed and became alive, and only towards evening, on his good days, was he productive, active and, sometimes, aglow with joy. With this was bound up his need for loneliness and independence. There was never a man with a deeper and more passionate craving for independence than he. In his youth when he was poor and had difficulty in earning his bread, he preferred to go hungry and in torn clothes rather than endanger his narrow limit of independence. He never sold himself for money or an easy life or to women or to those in power; and had thrown away a hundred times what in the world's eyes was his advantage and happiness in order to safeguard his liberty. No prospect was more hateful and distasteful to him than that he should have to go to an office and conform to daily and yearly routine and obey others. He hated all kinds of offices, governmental or commercial, as he hated death, and his worst nightmare was confinement in barracks. He contrived, often at great sacrifice, to avoid all such predicaments. It was here that his strength and his virtue rested.
On this point he could neither be bent nor bribed. Here his character was firm and indeflectible. Only, through this virtue, he was bound the closer to his destiny of suffering. It happened to him as it does to all; what he strove for with the deepest and most stubborn instinct of his being fell to his lot, but more than is good for men. In the beginning his dream and his happiness, in the end it was his bitter fate. The man of power is ruined by power, the man of money by money, the submissive man by subservience, the pleasure seeker by pleasure. He achieved his aim. He was ever more independent. He took orders from no man and ordered his ways to suit no man. Independently and alone, he decided what to do and to leave undone. For every strong man attains to that which a genuine impulse bids him seek. But in the midst of the freedom he had attained Harry suddenly became aware that his freedom was a death and that he stood alone. The world in an uncanny fashion left him in peace. Other men concerned him no longer. He was not even concerned about himself. He began to suffocate slowly in the more and more rarefied atmosphere of remoteness and solitude. For now it was his wish no longer, nor his aim, to be alone and independent, but rather his lot and his sentence. The magic wish had been fulfilled and could not be cancelled, and it was no good now to open his arms with longing and goodwill to welcome the bonds of society. People left him alone now. It was not, however, that he was an object of hatred and repugnance. On the contrary, he had many friends. A great many people liked him. But it was no more than sympathy and friendliness. He received invitations, presents, pleasant letters; but no more. No one came near to him. There was no link left, and no one could have had any part in his life even had anyone wished it. For the air of lonely men surrounded him now, a still atmosphere in which the world around him slipped away, leaving him incapable of relationship, an atmosphere against which neither will nor longing availed. This was one of the significant earmarks of his life. Another was that he was numbered among the suicides. And here it must be said that to call suicides only those who actually destroy themselves is false. Among these, indeed, there are many who in a sense are suicides only by accident and in whose being suicide has no necessary place. Among the common run of men there are many of little personality and stamped with no deep impress of fate, who find their end in suicide without belonging on that account to the type of the suicide by inclination; while on the other hand, of those who are to be counted as suicides by the very nature of their beings are many, perhaps a majority, who never in fact lay hands on themselves. The "suicide," and Harry was one, need not necessarily live in a peculiarly close relationship to death. One may do this without being a suicide. What is peculiar to the suicide is that his ego, rightly or wrongly, is felt to be an extremely dangerous, dubious, and doomed germ of nature; that he is always in his own eyes exposed to an extraordinary risk, as though he stood with the slightest foothold on the peak of a crag whence a slight push from without or an instant's weakness from within suffices to precipitate him into the void. The line of fate in the case of these men is marked by the belief they have that suicide is their most probable manner of death. It might be presumed that such temperaments, which usually manifest themselves in early youth and persist through life, show a singular defect of vital force. On the contrary, among the "suicides" are to be found unusually tenacious and eager and also hardy natures. But just as there are those who at the least indisposition develop a fever, so do those whom we call suicides, and who are always very emotional and sensitive, develop at the least shock the notion of suicide.
Had we a science with the courage and authority to concern itself with mankind, instead of with the mechanism merely of vital phenomena, had we something of the nature of an anthropology, or a psychology, these matters of fact would be familiar to every one. What was said above on the subject of suicides touches obviously nothing but the surface. It is psychology, and, therefore, partly physics. Metaphysically considered, the matter has a different and a much clearer aspect. In this aspect suicides present themselves as those who are overtaken by the sense of guilt inherent in individuals, these souls that find the aim of life not in the perfecting and molding of the self, but in liberating themselves by going back to the mother, back to God, back to the all. Many of these natures are wholly incapable of ever having recourse to real suicide, because they have a profound consciousness of the sin of doing so. For us they are suicides nonetheless; for they see death and not life as the releaser. They are ready to cast themselves away in surrender, to be extinguished and to go back to the beginning. As every strength may become a weakness (and under some circumstances must) so, on the contrary, may the typical suicide find a strength and a support in his apparent weakness. Indeed, he does so more often than not. The case of Harry, the Steppenwolf, is one of these. As thousands of his like do, he found consolation and support, and not merely the melancholy play of youthful fancy, in the idea that the way to death was open to him at any moment. It is true that with him, as with all men of his kind, every shock, every pain, every untoward predicament at once called forth the wish to find an escape in death. By degrees, however, he fashioned for himself out of this tendency a philosophy that was actually serviceable to life. He gained strength through familiarity with the thought that the emergency exit stood always open, and became curious, too, to taste his suffering to the dregs. If it went too badly with him he could feel sometimes with a grim malicious pleasure: "I am curious to see all the same just how much a man can endure. If the limit of what is bearable is reached, I have only to open the door to escape." There are a great many suicides to whom this thought imparts an uncommon strength. On the other hand, all suicides have the responsibility of fighting against the temptation of suicide. Every one of them knows very well in some corner of his soul that suicide, though a way out, is rather a mean and shabby one, and that it is nobler and finer to be conquered by life than to fall by one's own hand. Knowing this, with a morbid conscience whose source is much the same as that of the militant conscience of so-called self-contented persons, the majority of suicides are left to a protracted struggle against their temptation. They struggle as the kleptomaniac against his own vice. The Steppenwolf was not unfamiliar with this struggle. He had engaged in it with many a change of weapons. Finally, at the age of forty-seven or thereabouts, a happy and not unhumorous idea came to him from which he often derived some amusement. He appointed his fiftieth birthday as the day on which he might allow himself to take his own life. On this day, according to his mood, so he agreed with himself, it should be open to him to employ the emergency exit or not. Let happen to him what might, illness, poverty, suffering and bitterness, there was a time-limit. It could not extend beyond these few years, months, days whose number daily diminished. And in fact he bore much adversity, which previously would have cost him severer and longer tortures and shaken him perhaps to the roots of his being, very much more easily. When for any reason it went particularly badly with him,when peculiar pains and penalties were added to the desolateness and loneliness and savagery of his life, he could say to his tormentors: "Only wait, two years and I am your master." And with this he cherished the thought of the morning of his fiftieth birthday. Letters of congratulation would arrive, while he, relying on his razor, took leave of all his pains and closed the door behind him. Then gout in the joints, depression of spirits, and all pains of head and body could look for another victim.
It
still remains to elucidate the Steppenwolf as an isolated phenomenon, in his
relation, for example,
to the bourgeois world, so that his symptoms may be traced to their source. Let
us take as
a starting point, since it offers itself, his relation to the bourgeoisie. To
take his own view of the matter, the Steppenwolf stood entirely outside the
world of convention,
since he had neither family life nor social ambitions. He felt himself to be
single and alone,
whether as a queer fellow and a hermit in poor health, or as a person removed
from the common
run of men by the prerogative of talents that had something of genius in them. Deliberately,
he looked down upon the ordinary man and was proud that he was not one. Nevertheless
his life in many aspects was thoroughly ordinary. He had money in the bank and supported
poor relations. He was dressed respectably and inconspicuously, even though
without particular
care. He was glad to live on good terms with the police and the tax collectors
and other such
powers. Besides this, he was secretly and persistently attracted to the little
bourgeois world, to
those quiet and respectable homes with tidy gardens, irreproachable stair-cases
and their whole
modest air of order and comfort. It pleased him to set himself outside it, with
his little vices
and extravagances, as a queer fellow or a genius, but he never had his domicile
in those
provinces
of life where the bourgeoisie had ceased to exist. He was not at ease with
violent and exceptional
persons or with criminals and outlaws, and he took up his abode always among
the middle
classes, with whose habits and standards and atmosphere he stood in a constant
relation, even
though it might be one of contrast and revolt. Moreover, he had been brought up
in a provincial
and conventional home and many of the notions and much of the examples of those days
had never left him. In theory he had nothing whatever against the servant
class, yet in practice
it would have been beyond him to take a servant quite seriously as his equal.
He was capable
of loving the political criminal, the revolutionary or intellectual seducer,
the outlaw of state
and society, as his brother, but as for theft and robbery, murder and rape, be
would not have known
how to deplore them otherwise than in a thoroughly bourgeois manner. In
this way he was always recognising and affirming with one half of himself, in
thought and act,
what with the other half he fought against and denied. Brought up, as he was,
in a cultivated home
in the approved manner, he never tore part of his soul loose from its
conventionalities even after
he had long since individualised himself to a degree beyond its scope and freed
himself from
the substance of its ideals and beliefs. Now
what we call "bourgeois," when regarded as an element always to be
found in human life,
is nothing else than the search for a balance. It is the striving after a mean
between the countless
extremes and opposites that arise in human conduct. If we take any one of these coupled
opposites, such as piety and profligacy, the analogy is immediately
comprehensible. It is open
to a man to give himself up wholly to spiritual views, to seeking after God, to
the ideal of saintliness.
On the other hand, he can equally give himself up entirely to the life of
instinct, to the
lusts of the flesh, and so direct all his efforts to the attainment of momentary
pleasures. The one
path leads to the saint, to the martyrdom of the spirit and surrender to God.
The other path leads
to the profligate, to the martyrdom of the flesh, the surrender to corruption.
Now it is between
the two, in the middle of the road, that the bourgeois seeks to walk. He will
never surrender
himself either to lust or to asceticism. He will never be a martyr or agree to
his own destruction.
On the contrary, his ideal is not to give up but to maintain his own identity.
Hestrives neither for the saintly nor its opposite. The absolute is his
abhorrence. He may be ready to serve
God, but not by giving up the fleshpots. He is ready to be virtuous, but likes
to be easy and comfortable
in this world as well. In short, his aim is to make a home for himself between
two extremes
in a temperate zone without violent storms and tempests; and in this he
succeeds though
it be at the cost of that intensity of life and feeling which an extreme life
affords. A man cannot
live intensely except at the cost of the self. Now the bourgeois treasures
nothing more highly
than the self (rudimentary as his may be). And so at the cost of intensity he
achieves his own
preservation and security. His harvest is a quiet mind which he prefers to
being possessed by
God, as he does comfort to pleasure, convenience to liberty, and a pleasant
temperature to that deathly
inner consuming fire. The bourgeois is consequently by nature a creature of
weak impulses,
anxious, fearful of giving himself away and easy to rule. Therefore, he has
substituted majority
for power, law for force, and the polling booth for responsibility. It
is clear that this weak and anxious being, in whatever numbers he exists,
cannot maintain himself,
and that qualities such as his can play no other role in the world than that of a herd of sheep
among free roving wolves. Yet we see that, though in times when commanding
natures are uppermost,
the bourgeois goes at once to the wall, he never goes under; indeed at times he
even appears
to rule the world. How is this possible? Neither the great numbers of the herd,
nor virtue, nor
common sense, nor organization could avail to save it from destruction. No
medicine in the world
can keep a pulse beating that from the outset was so weak. Nevertheless the bourgeoisie prospers.
Why? The
answer runs: Because of the Steppenwolves. In fact, the vital force of the
bourgeoisie
resides
by no means in the qualities of its normal members, but in those of its
extremely numerous
"outsiders" who by virtue of the extensiveness and elasticity of its
ideals it can embrace.
There is always a large number of strong and wild natures who share the life of
the fold.
Our Steppenwolf, Harry, is a characteristic example. He who is developed far
beyond the level
possible to the bourgeois, he who knows the bliss of meditation no less than
the gloomy joys
of hatred and self-hatred, he who despises law, virtue and common sense, is
nevertheless captive
to the bourgeoisie and cannot escape it. And so all through the mass of the
real bourgeoisie
are interposed numerous layers of humanity, many thousands of lives and minds, every
one of whom, it is true, would have outgrown it and have obeyed the call to
unconditioned life,
were they not fastened to it by sentiments of their childhood and infected for
the most part with
its less intense life; and so they are kept lingering, obedient and bound by
obligation and service.
For with the bourgeoisie the opposite of the formula for the great is true: He
who is not against
me is with me.
If
we now pause to test the soul of the Steppenwolf, we find him distinct from the
bourgeois in
the higher development of his individuality—for all extreme individuation turns
against itself, intent
upon its own destruction. We see that he had in him strong impulses both to be
a saint and a
profligate; and yet he could not, owing to some weakness or inertia, make the
plunge into the untrammelled
realms of space. The parent constellation of the bourgeoisie binds him with its spell.
This is his place in the universe and this his bondage. Most intellectuals and most artists
belong
to the same type. Only the strongest of them force their way through the
atmosphere of the
bourgeois earth and attain to the cosmic. The others all resign themselves or
make compromises.
Despising the bourgeoisie, and yet belonging to it, they add to its strength
and glory;
for in the last resort they have to share their beliefs in order to live. The
lives of these infinitely
numerous persons make no claim to the tragic; but they live under an evil star
in a quite
considerable affliction; and in this hell their talents ripen and bear fruit.
The few who break free
seek their reward in the unconditioned and go down in splendor. They wear the
thorn crown and
their number is small. The others, however, who remain in the fold and from
whose talents the
bourgeoisie reaps much gain, have a third kingdom left open to them, an
imaginary and yet a sovereign
world, humor. The lone wolves who know no peace, these victims of unceasing
pain to
whom the urge for tragedy has been denied and who can never break through the
starry space,who feel themselves summoned thither and yet cannot survive in its
atmosphere—for them is reserved,
provided suffering has made their spirits tough and elastic enough, a way of reconcilement
and an escape into humor. Humor has always something bourgeois in it, although the
true bourgeois is incapable of understanding it. In its imaginary realm the
intricate and manyfaceted ideal of all Steppenwolves finds its realisation.
Here it is possible not only to extol the saint
and the profligate in one breath and to make the poles meet, but to include the
bourgeois, too,
in the same affirmation. Now it is possible to be possessed by God and to
affirm the sinner, and
vice versa, but it is not possible for either saint or sinner (or for any other
of the unconditioned)
to affirm as well that lukewarm mean, the bourgeois. Humor alone, that magnificent
discovery of those who are cut short in their calling to highest endeavor,
those who falling
short of tragedy are yet as rich in gifts as in affliction, humor alone
(perhaps the most inborn
and brilliant achievement of the spirit) attains to the impossible and brings
every aspect of human
existence within the rays of its prism. To live in the world as though it were
not the world,
to respect the law and yet to stand above it, to have possessions as though
"one possessed nothing,"
to renounce as though it were no renunciation, all these favorite and often
formulated propositions
of an exalted worldly wisdom, it is in the power of humor alone to make efficacious. And
supposing the Steppenwolf were to succeed, and he has gifts and resources in
plenty, in decocting
this magic draught in the sultry mazes of his hell, his rescue would be
assured. Yet there
is much lacking. The possibility, the hope only are there. Whoever loves him
and takes his part
may wish him this rescue. It would, it is true, keep him forever tied to the
bourgeois world, but
his suffering would be bearable and productive. His relation to the bourgeois world would lose
its sentimentality both in its love and in its hatred, and his bondage to it
would cease to cause
him the continual torture of shame. To
attain to this, or, perhaps it may be, to be able at least to dare the leap
into the unknown, a Steppenwolf
must once have a good look at himself. He must look deeply into the chaos of
his own
soul and plumb its depths. The riddle of his existence would then be revealed
to him at once in
all its changelessness, and it would be impossible for him ever after to escape
first from the hell
of the flesh to the comforts of a sentimental philosophy and then back to the
blind orgy of his
wolfishness. Man and wolf would then be compelled to recognise one another
without the masks
of false feeling and to look one another straight in the eye. Then they would
either explode
and separate forever, and there would be no more Steppenwolf, or else they
would come to
terms in the dawning light of humor. It
is possible that Harry will one day be led to this latter alternative. It is
possible that he will learn
one day to know himself. He may get hold of one of our little mirrors. He may
encounter the
Immortals. He may find in one of our magic theaters the very thing that is
needed to free his neglected
soul. A thousand such possibilities await him. His fate brings them on, leaving
him no choice;
for those outside of the bourgeoisie live in the atmosphere of these magic
possibilities. A mere
nothing suffices—and the lightning strikes. And
all this is very well known to the Steppenwolf, even though his eye may never
fall on this
fragment of his inner biography. He has a suspicion of his allotted place in
the world, a suspicion
of the Immortals, a suspicion that he may meet himself face to face; and he is
aware of the
existence of that mirror in which he has such bitter need to look and from
which he shrinks in such
deathly fear.
For
the close of our study there is left one last fiction, a fundamental delusion
to make clear. All
interpretation, all psychology, all attempts to make things comprehensible,
require the medium
of theories, mythologies and lies; and a self-respecting author should not
omit, at the close
of an exposition, to dissipate these lies so far as may be in his power. If I
say "above" or"below," that is already a statement that
requires explanation, since an above and a below exist only
in thought, only as abstractions. The world itself knows nothing of above or
below. So
too, to come to the point, is the Steppenwolf a fiction. When Harry feels
himself to be a were-wolf,
and chooses to consist of two hostile and opposed beings, he is merely availing himself
of a mythological simplification. He is no were-wolf at all, and if we appeared
to accept without
scrutiny this lie which he invented for himself and believes in, and tried to
regard him literally
as a two-fold being and a Steppenwolf, and so designated him, it was merely in
the hope of
being more easily understood with the assistance of a delusion, which we must
now endeavor to
put in its true light. The
division into wolf and man, flesh and spirit, by means of which Harry tries to
make his destiny
more comprehensible to himself is a very great simplification. It is a forcing
of the truth to
suit a plausible, but erroneous, explanation of that contradiction which this
man discovers in himself
and which appears to himself to be the source of his by no means negligible
sufferings. Harry
finds in himself a human being, that is to say, a world of thoughts and
feelings, of culture and
tamed or sublimated nature, and besides this he finds within himself also a
wolf, that is to say,
a dark world of instinct, of savagery and cruelty, of unsublimated or raw
nature. In spite of this
apparently clear division of his being between two spheres, hostile to one
another, he has known
happy moments now and then when the man and the wolf for a short while were reconciled
with one another. Suppose that Harry tried to ascertain in any single moment of
his life,
any single act, what part the man had in it and what part the wolf, he would
find himself at once
in a dilemma, and his whole beautiful wolf-theory would go to pieces. For there
is not a single
human being, not even the primitive Negro, not even the idiot, who is so
conveniently simple
that his being can be explained as the sum of two or three principal elements;
and to explain
so complex a man as Harry by the artless division into wolf and man is a
hopelessly childish
attempt. Harry consists of a hundred or a thousand selves, not of two. His life
oscillates, as
everyone's does, not merely between two poles, such as the body and the spirit,
the saint and the
sinner, but between thousand and thousands. We
need not be surprised that even so intelligent and educated a man as Harry
should take himself
for a Steppenwolf and reduce the rich and complex organism of his life to a
formula so simple,
so rudimentary and primitive. Man is not capable of thought in any high degree,
and even
the most spiritual and highly cultivated of men habitually sees the world and
himself through
the lenses of delusive formulas and artless simplifications—and most of all
himself. For it
appears to be an inborn and imperative need of all men to regard the self as a
unit. However often
and however grievously this illusion is shattered, it always mends again. The
judge who sits
over the murderer and looks into his face, and at one moment recognizes all the
emotions and
potentialities and possibilities of the murderer in his own soul and hears the
murderer's voice as
his own, is at the next moment one and indivisible as the judge, and scuttles
back into the shell of
his cultivated self and does his duty and condemns the murderer to death. And
if ever the suspicion
of their manifold being dawns upon men of unusual powers and of unusually
delicate perceptions,
so that, as all genius must, they break through the illusion of the unity of
the personality
and perceive that the self is made up of a bundle of selves, they have only to
say so and
at once the majority puts them under lock and key, calls science to aid,
establishes schizomania
and protects humanity from the necessity of hearing the cry of truth from the
lips of these
unfortunate persons. Why then waste words, why utter a thing that every
thinking man accepts
as self-evident, when the mere utterance of it is a breach of taste? A man,
therefore, who gets
so far as making the supposed unity of the self two-fold is already almost a
genius, in any case
a most exceptional and interesting person. In reality, however, every ego, so
far from being a
unity is in the highest degree a manifold world, a constellated heaven, a chaos
of forms, of states
and stages, of inheritances and potentialities. It appears to be a necessity as
imperative as eating
and breathing for everyone to be forced to regard this chaos as a unity and to
speak of his ego
as though it were a one-fold and clearly detached and fixed phenomenon. Even
the best of usshares the delusion. The
delusion rests simply upon a false analogy. As a body everyone is single, as a soul
never. In
literature, too, even in its ultimate achievement, we find this customary
concern with apparently
whole and single personalities. Of all literature up to our days the drama has
been the most
highly prized by writers and critics, and rightly, since it offers (or might
offer) the greatest possibilities
of representing the ego as a manifold entity, but for the optical illusion
which makes us
believe that the characters of the play are one-fold entities by lodging each
one in an undeniable
body, singly, separately and once and for all. An artless esthetic criticism,
then, keeps its
highest praise for this so-called character-drama in which each character makes
his appearance
unmistakably as a separate and single entity. Only from afar and by degrees the suspicion
dawns here and there that all this is perhaps a cheap and superficial esthetic philosophy,
and that we make a mistake in attributing to our great dramatists those
magnificent conceptions
of beauty that come to us from antiquity. These conceptions are not native to
us, but
are
merely picked up at second hand, and it is in them, with their common source in
the visible body,
that the origin of the fiction of an ego, an individual, is really to be found.
There is no trace of
such a notion in the poems of ancient India. The heroes of the epics of India
are not individuals,
but whole reels of individualities in a series of incarnations. And in modern
times there
are poems, in which, behind the veil of a concern with individuality and
character that is scarcely,
indeed, in the author's mind, the motive is to present a manifold activity of
soul. Whoever
wishes to recognize this must resolve once and for all not to regard the
characters of such
a poem as separate beings, but as the various facets and aspects of a higher
unity, in my opinion,
of the poet's soul. If "Faust" is treated in this way, Faust,
Mephistopheles, Wagner and the
rest form a unity and a supreme individuality; and it is in this higher unity
alone, not in the several
characters, that something of the true nature of the soul is revealed. When
Faust, in a line immortalized
among schoolmasters and greeted with a shudder of astonishment by the
Philistine, says:
"Two souls, alas, do dwell within my breast!" he has forgotten
Mephisto and a whole
crowd
of other souls that he has in his breast likewise. The Steppenwolf, too,
believes that he bears
two souls (wolf and man) in his breast and even so finds his breast
disagreeably cramped because
of them. The breast and the body are indeed one, but the souls that dwell in it
are not two,
nor five, but countless in number. Man is an onion made up of a hundred
integuments, a texture
made up of many threads. The ancient Asiatics knew this well enough, and in the Buddhist
Yoga an exact technique was devised for unmasking the illusion of the
personality. The human
merry-go-round sees many changes: the illusion that cost India the efforts of
thousands of years
to unmask is the same illusion that the West has labored just as hard to
maintain and strengthen. If
we consider the Steppenwolf from this standpoint it will be clear to us why he
suffered so much
under his ludicrous dual personality. He believes, like Faust, that two souls
are far too many
for a single breast and must tear the breast asunder. They are on the contrary
far too few, and
Harry does shocking violence to his poor soul when he endeavors to apprehend it
by means
of
so primitive an image. Although he is a most cultivated person, he proceeds
like a savage that cannot
count further than two. He calls himself part wolf, part man, and with that he
thinks .he has
come to an end and exhausted the matter. With the "man" he packs in
everything spiritual and
sublimated or even cultivated to be found in himself, and with the wolf all
that is instinctive, savage
and chaotic. But things are not so simple in life as in our thoughts, nor so
rough and ready as
in our poor idiotic language; and Harry lies about himself twice over when he
employs this niggardly
wolf-theory. He assigns, we fear, whole provinces of his soul to the
"man" which are a long
way from being human, and parts of his being to the wolf that long ago have
left the wolf behind. Like
all men Harry believes that he knows very well what man is and yet does not
know at all, although
in dreams and other states not subject to control he often has his suspicions.
If only he might
not forget them, but keep them, as far as possible at least, for his own. Man
is not by anymeans of fixed and enduring form (this, in spite of suspicions to
the contrary on the part of their wise
men, was the ideal of the ancients). He is much more an experiment and a
transition. He is
nothing
else than the narrow and perilous bridge between nature and spirit. His
innermost destiny drives
him on to the spirit and to God. His innermost longing draws him back to
nature, the mother.
Between the two forces his life hangs tremulous and irresolute.
"Man," whatever people think
of him, is never anything more than a temporary bourgeois compromise.
Convention rejects
and bans certain of the more naked instincts, a little consciousness, morality
and debestialization
is called for, and a modicum of spirit is not only permitted but even thought necessary.
The "man" of this concordat, like every other bourgeois ideal, is a
compromise, a
timid
and artlessly sly experiment, with the aim of cheating both the angry primal
mother Nature and
the troublesome primal father Spirit of their pressing claims, and of living in
a temperate zone
between the two of them. For this reason the bourgeois today burns as heretics
and hangs as criminals
those to whom he erects monuments tomorrow. That
man is not yet a finished creation but rather a challenge of the spirit; a
distant possibility dreaded
as much as it is desired; that the way towards it has only been covered for a
very short distance
and with terrible agonies and ecstasies even by those few for whom it is the
scaffold today
and the monument tomorrow—all this the Steppenwolf, too, suspected. What,
however, he calls
the "man" in himself, as opposed to the wolf, is to a great extent
nothing else than this very same
average man of the bourgeois convention. As
for the way to true manhood, the way to the immortals, he has, it is true, an inkling
of it and
starts upon it now and then for a few hesitating steps and pays for them with
much suffering and
many pangs of loneliness. But as for striving with assurance, in response to
that supreme demand,
towards the genuine manhood of the spirit, and going the one narrow way to immortality,
he is deeply afraid of it. He knows too well that it leads to still greater
sufferings, to
proscription,
to the last renunciation, perhaps to the scaffold, and even though the
enticement of immortality
lies at the journey's end, he is still unwilling to suffer all these sufferings
and to die all
these deaths. Though the goal of manhood is better known to him than to the
bourgeois, still he
shuts his eyes. He is resolved to forget that the desperate clinging to the
self and the desperate clinging
to life are the surest way to eternal death, while the power to die, to strip
one's self naked,
and the eternal surrender of the self bring immortality with them. When he
worships his
favorites
among the immortals, Mozart, perchance, he always looks at him in the long run through
bourgeois eyes.
His tendency is to explain Mozart's perfected being, just as a schoolmaster would, as a supreme and special gift rather than as the outcome of his immense powers of surrender and suffering, of his indifference to the ideals of the bourgeois, and of his
His tendency is to explain Mozart's perfected being, just as a schoolmaster would, as a supreme and special gift rather than as the outcome of his immense powers of surrender and suffering, of his indifference to the ideals of the bourgeois, and of his
patience
under that last extremity of loneliness which rarefies the atmosphere of the
bourgeois world
to an ice-cold ether, around those who suffer to become men, that loneliness of
the Garden of
Gethsemane. This
Steppenwolf of ours has always been aware of at least the Faustian two-fold
nature within
him. He has discovered that the one-fold of the body is not inhabited by a
one-fold of the soul,
and that at best he is only at the beginning of a long pilgrimage towards this
ideal harmony. He
would like either to overcome the wolf and become wholly man or to renounce
mankind and at
last to live wholly a wolf's life. It may be presumed that he has never
carefully watched a real wolf.
Had he done so he would have seen, perhaps, that even animals are not undivided
in spirit. With
them, too, the well-knit beauty of the body hides a being of manifold states
and strivings. The
wolf, too, has his abysses. The wolf, too, suffers. No, back to nature is a
false track that leads
nowhere but to suffering and despair. Harry can never turn back again and
become wholly wolf,
and could he do so he would find that even the wolf is not of primeval
simplicity, but already
a creature of manifold complexity. Even the wolf has two, and more than two,
souls in his
wolf's breast, and he who desires to be a wolf falls into the same
forgetfulness as the man who
sings: "If I could be a child once more!" He who sentimentally sings
of blessed childhood is thinking
of the return to nature and innocence and the origin of things, and has quite
forgottenthat these blessed children are beset with conflict and complexities
and capable of all suffering. There
is, in fact, no way back either to the wolf or to the child. From the very
start there is no innocence
and no singleness. Every created thing, even the simplest, is already guilty,
already multiple.
It has been thrown into the muddy stream of being and may never more swim back again
to its source. The way to innocence, to the uncreated and to God leads on, not
back, not back
to the wolf or to the child, but ever further into sin, ever deeper into human
life. Nor will suicide
really solve your problem, unhappy Steppenwolf. You will, instead, embark on
the longer
and wearier and harder road of life. You will have to multiply many times your
two-fold being
and complicate your complexities still further. Instead of narrowing your world
and simplifying
your soul, you will have to absorb more and more of the world and at last take
all of it
up in your painfully expanded soul, if you are ever to find peace. This is the
road that Buddha and
every great man has gone, whether consciously or not, insofar as fortune favored
his quest. All
births mean separation from the All, the confinement within limitation, the
separation from God,
the pangs of being born ever anew. The return into the All, the dissolution of painful individuation,
the reunion with God means the expansion of the soul until it is able once more
to embrace
the All. We
are not dealing here with man as he is known to economics and statistics, as he
is seen thronging
the streets by the million, and of whom no more account can be made than of the
sand of
the sea or the spray of its waves. We are not concerned with the few millions
less or more. They
are a stock-in-trade, nothing else. No, we are speaking of man in the highest
sense, of the end
of the long road to true manhood, of kingly men, of the immortals. Genius is
not so rare as we
sometimes think; nor, certainly, so frequent as may appear from history books
or, indeed, from
the newspapers. Harry has, we should say, genius enough to attempt the quest of
true manhood
instead of discoursing pitifully about his stupid Steppenwolf at every
difficulty encountered. It
is as much a matter for surprise and sorrow that men of such possibilities
should fall back on
Steppenwolves and "Two souls, alas!" as that they reveal so often
that pitiful love for the bourgeoisie.
A man who can understand Buddha and has an intuition of the heaven and hell of humanity
ought not to live in a world ruled by "common sense" and democracy
and bourgeois standards.
It is only from cowardice that he lives in it; and when its dimensions are too
cramping for
him and the bourgeois parlor too confining, he lays it at the wolf's door, and
refuses to see that
the wolf is as often as not the best part of him. All that is wild in himself
he calls wolf and considers
it wicked and dangerous and the bugbear of all decent life. He cannot see, even
though he
thinks himself an artist and possessed of delicate perceptions, that a great
deal else exists in him
besides and behind the wolf. He cannot see that not all that bites is wolf and
that fox, dragon,
tiger, ape and bird of paradise are there also. And he cannot see that this
whole world, this
Eden and its manifestations of beauty and terror, of greatness and meanness, of
strength and tenderness
is crushed and imprisoned by the wolf legend just as the real man in him is
crushed and
imprisoned by that sham existence, the bourgeois. Man
designs for himself a garden with a hundred kinds of trees, a thousand kinds of
flowers, a
hundred kinds of fruit and vegetables. Suppose, then, that the gardener of this
garden knew no other
distinction than between edible and inedible, nine-tenths of this garden would
be useless to him.
He would pull up the most enchanting flowers and hew down the noblest trees and
even regard
them with a loathing and envious eye. This is what the Steppenwolf does with
the thousand
flowers of his soul. What does not stand classified as either man or wolf he
does not see
at all. And consider all that he imputes to "man"! All that is
cowardly and apish, stupid and mean—while
to the wolf, only because he has not succeeded in making himself its master, is
set down
all that is strong and noble. Now
we bid Harry good-bye and leave him to go on his way alone. Were he already
among the
immortals—were he already there at the goal to which his difficult path seems
to be taking him,
with what amazement he would look back to all this coming and going, all this
indecisionand wild zig-zag trail. With what a mixture of encouragement and
blame, pity and joy, he would smile
at this Steppenwolf. When
I had read to the end it came to my mind that some weeks before I had written
one night
a rather peculiar poem, likewise about the Steppenwolf. I looked for it in the
pile of papers on
my cluttered writing table, found it, and read:
The
Wolf trots to and fro,
The
world lies deep in snow,
The
raven from the birch tree flies,
But
nowhere a hare, nowhere a roe,
The
roe—she is so dear, so sweet—
If
such a thing I might surprise
In
my embrace, my teeth would meet,
What
else is there beneath the skies?
The
lovely creature I would so treasure,
And
feast myself deep on her tender thigh,
I
would drink of her red blood full measure,
Then
howl till the night went by.
Even
a hare I would not despise;
Sweet
enough its warm flesh in the night.
Is
everything to be denied
That
could make life a little bright?
The
hair on my brush is getting grey.
The
sight is failing from my eyes.
Years
ago my dear mate died.
And
now I trot and dream of a roe.
I
trot and dream of a hare.
I
hear the wind of midnight howl.
I
cool with the snow my burning jowl,
And on to the devil my
wretched soul I bear.
Translated
by Basil Creighton
(Updated by Joseph Mileck)
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