The
Relationship
Between Man
and Man
What is the essence of our God? The struggle for freedom. In the indestructible darkness a flaming line ascends and emblazons the march of the Invisible. What is our duty? To ascend with blood-drenched line. Whatever rushes upward and helps God to ascend is good. Whatever drags downward and impedes God from ascending is evil. All virtues and all evils take on a new value. They are freed from the moment and from earth, they exist completely within man, before and after man, eternally. For the essence of our ethic is not the salvation of man, who varies within time and space, but the salvation of God, who within a wide variety of flowing human forms and adventures is always the same, the indestructible rhythm which battles for freedom. We, as human beings, are all miserable persons, heartless, small, insignificant. But within us a superior essence drives us ruthlessly upward. From within this human mire divine songs have welled up, great ideas, violent loves, an unsleeping assault full of mystery, without beginning or end, without purpose, beyond every purpose. Humanity is such a lump of mud, each one of us is such a lump of mud. What is our duty? To struggle so that a small flower may blossom from the dunghill of our flesh and mind.
Out
of things and flesh, out of hunger, out of fear, out of virtue and sin,
struggle continually to create God. How
does the light of a star set out and plunge into black eternity in its immortal
course? The star dies, but the light never dies; such also is the cry of
freedom. Out
of the transient encounter of contrary forces which constitute your existence,
strive to create whatever immortal thing a mortal may create in this world - a
Cry. And
this Cry, abandoning to the earth the body which gave it birth, proceeds and
labors eternally. A
VEHEMENT EROS runs through the Universe. It is like the ether: harder than
steel, softer than air. It
cuts through and passes beyond all things, it flees and escapes. It does not
repose in warm detail nor enslave itself in the beloved body. It is a Militant
Eros. Behind the shoulders of its beloved it perceives mankind surging and
roaring like waves, it perceives animals and plants uniting and dying, it
perceives the Lord imperiled and shouting to it: "Save me!"Eros? What other name may we give that impetus which becomes enchanted as soon as it
casts its glance on matter and then longs to impress its features upon it? It
confronts the body and longs to pass beyond it, to merge with the other erotic
cry hidden in that body, to become one till both may vanish and become
deathless by begetting sons.
It
approaches the soul and wishes to merge with it inseparably so that
"you" and "I" may no longer exist; it blows on the mass of
man - kind and wishes, by smashing the resistances of mind and body, to merge
all breaths into one violent gale that may lift the earth! In
moments of crisis this Erotic Love swoops down on men and joins them together
by force - friends and foes, good and evil. It is a breath superior to all of
them, independent of their desires and deeds. It is the spirit, the breathing
of God on earth. It
descends on men in whatever form it wishes - as dance, as eros, as hunger, as
religion, as slaughter. It does not ask our permission. In
these hours of crisis God struggles to knead flesh and brains together in the
trough of earth, to cast all this mass of dough into the merciless whirlwind of
his rotation and to give it a face - his face. He
does not choke with disgust, he does not despair in the dark, earthen entrails
of men. He toils, proceeds, and devours the flesh; he clings to the belly, the
heart, the mind and the phallos of man. He
is not the upright head of a family; he does not portion out either bread or
brains equally to his children. In justice, Cruelty, Longing, and Hunger are
the four steeds that drive his chariot on this rough-hewn earth of ours. God
is never created out of happiness or comfort or glory, but out of shame and hunger
and tears.
AT
EVERY MOMENT of crisis an array of men risk their lives in the front ranks as
standard-bearers of God to fight and take upon themselves the whole
responsibility of the battle. Once
long ago it was the priests, the kings, the noblemen, or the burghers who
created civilizations and set divinity free. Today
God is the common worker made savage by toil and rage and hunger. He stinks of
smoke and wine and meat. He swears and hungers and begets children; he cannot
sleep; he shouts and threatens in the cellars and garrets of earth. The
air has changed, and we breathe in deeply a spring laden and filled with seed.
Cries rise up on every side. Who shouts? It is we who shout - the living, the
dead, and the unborn. But at once we are crushed by fear, and we fall silent. And
then we forget - out of laziness, out of habit, out of cowardice. But suddenly
the Cry tears at our entrails once more, like an eagle. For
the Cry is not outside us, it does not come from a great distance that we may
escape it. It sits in the center of our hearts, and cries out. God
shouts: "Burn your houses! I am coming! Whoever has a house cannot receive
me! "Burn
your ideas, smash your thoughts! Whoever has found the solution cannot find me."I
love the hungry, the restless, the vagabonds. They are the ones who brood
eternally on hunger, on rebellion, on the endless road - on ME! "I
am coming! Leave your wives, your children, your ideas, and follow me. I am the
great Vagabond. "Follow!
Stride over joy and sorrow, over peace and justice and virtue! Forward! Smash
these idols, smash them all, they cannot contain me. Smash even yourself that I
may pass."Set
fire! This is our great duty today amid such immoral and hopeless chaos. War
against the unbelievers! The unbelievers are the satisfied, the satiated, the
sterile.
Our
hate is uncompromising because it knows that it works for love better and more
profoundly than any weak-hearted kindness. We
hate, we are never content, we are unjust, we are cruel and filled with
restlessness and faith; we seek the impossible, like lovers. Sow
fire to purify the earth! Let a more dreadful abyss open up between good and
evil, let injustice increase, let Hunger descend to thresh our bowels, for we
may not otherwise be saved. We
are living in a critical, violent moment of history; an entire world is
crashing down, another has not yet been born. Our epoch is not a moment of
equilibrium in which refinement, reconciliation, peace, and love might be
fruitful virtues. We
live in a moment of dread assault, we stride over our enemies, we stride over
our lagging friends, we are imperiled in the midst of chaos, we drown. We can
no longer fit into old virtues and hopes, into old theories and actions. The
wind of devastation is blowing; this is the breath of our God today; let us be
carried away in its tide! The wind of devastation is the first dancing surge of
the creative rotation. It blows over every head and every city, it knocks down
houses and ideas, it passes over desolate wastes, and it shouts: "Prepare
yourselves! War! It is War! This
is our epoch, good or bad, beautiful or ugly, rich or poor - we did not choose
it. This is our epoch, the air we breathe, the mud given us, the bread, the
fire, the spirit!
Let us accept Necessity courageously. It is our lot to have fallen on fighting times. Let us tighten our belts, let us arm our hearts, our minds, and our bodies. Let us take our place in battle! War is the lawful sovereign of our age. Today the only complete and virtuous man is the warrior. For only he, faithful to the great pulse of our time, smashing, hating, desiring, follows the present command of our God. THIS IDENTIFICATION of ourselves with the Universe begets the two superior virtues of our ethics: responsibility and sacrifice. It is our duty to help liberate that God who is stifling in us, in mankind, in masses of people living in darkness. We must be ready at any moment to give up our lives for his sake. For life is not a goal; it is also an instrument, like death, like beauty, like virtue, like knowledge. Whose instrument? Of that God who fights for freedom.
We are all one, we are all an imperiled essence. If at the far end of the world a spirit degenerates, it drags down our spirit into its own degradation. If one mind at the far end of the world sinks into idiocy, our own temples over-brim with darkness. For it is only One who struggles at the far end of earth and sky. One. And if He goes lost, it is we who must bear the responsibility. If He goes lost, then we go lost. This is why the salvation of the Universe is also our salvation, why solidarity among men is no longer a tenderhearted luxury but a deep necessity and self-preservation, as much a necessity as, in an army under fire, the salvation of your comrade-in-arms. But our morality ascends even higher. We are all one army under fire. Yet we have no certain knowledge that we shall conquer, we have no certain knowledge that we shall be conquered. Does salvation exist, does a purpose exist which we serve and in the service of which we shall find deliverance? Or is there no salvation, is there no purpose, are all things in vain and our contribution of no value at all?
Neither one nor the other. Our God is not almighty, he is not all-holy, he is not certain that he will conquer, he is not certain that he will be conquered. The essence of our God is obscure. It ripens continuously; perhaps victory is strenghened with our every valorous deed, but perhaps even all these agonizing struggles toward deliverance and victory are inferior to the nature of divinity. Whatever it might be, we fight on without certainty, and our virtue, uncertain of any rewards, acquires a profound nobility. All the commandments are put to rout. We do not see, we do not hear, we do not hate, we do not love as once we did. Earth takes on a new virginity. Bread and water and women take on a new flavor. Action takes on a new, incalculable value. All acquire an unexpected holiness - beauty, knowledge, hope, the economic struggle, daily and seemingly meaningless cares. Shuddering, we feel everywhere about us the same gigantic, enslaved Spirit striving for freedom.
EVERYONE
HAS his own particular road which leads him to liberation - one the road of
virtue, another the road of evil. If
the road leading you to your liberation is that of disease, of lies, of
dishonor, it is then your duty to plunge into disease, into lies, into
dishonor, that you may conquer them. You may not otherwise be saved.
If
the road which leads you to your liberation is the road of virtue, of joy, of
truth, it is then your duty to plunge into virtue, into joy, into truth, that
you may conquer them and leave them behind you. You may not otherwise be saved. We
do not fight our dark passions with a sober, bloodless, neutral virtue which
rises above passion, but with other, more violent passions.
We
leave our door open to sin. We do not plug up our ears with wax that we may not
listen to the Sirens. We do not bind ourselves, out of fear, to the mast of a
great idea; nor by hearing and by embracing the Sirens do we abandon our ship,
and perish. On
the contrary, we seize the Sirens and pitch them into our boat so that even
they may voyage with us; and we continue on our way. This, my comrades, is our
new Asceticism, our Spiritual Exercises! God
cries to my heart: "Save me!" God
cries to men, to animals, to plants, to matter: "Save me!" Listen
to your heart and follow him. Shatter your body and awake: We are all one. Love
man because you are he. Love
animals and plants because you were they, and now they follow you like faithful
co-workers and slaves. Love
your body; only with it may you fight on this earth and turn matter into spirit. Love
matter. God clings to it tooth and nail, and fights. Fight with him. Die
every day. Be born every day. Deny everything you have every day. The superior
virtue is not to be free but to fight for freedom. Do
not condescend to ask: "Shall we conquer? Shall we be conquered?"
Fight on! So may the enterprise of
the Universe, for an ephemeral moment, for as long as you are alive, become
your own enterprise. This, Comrades, is our new Decalogue.
Excerpt from "The Saviours of God
(Spiritual excercises)
Translated by Kimon Friar
(Spiritual excercises)
Translated by Kimon Friar
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